maybe it's just for one day. mmg aku nk sgtt. but. i can't. i dont know why. why i can't talk softly to you. even myself asking myself, why? maybe because of past wrong did. but. honestly, i've deleted everything bout it. i always try and try to be a soft spoken sys for you. but i cant. aku kesian dekat dia sbb selalu sgt kena mrh dgn aku. but. u force me to do that. dia dah taw aku hot-tem, lagi suka naikkn angin aku. mmg la aku angin sentiase dgn dia. actually, every second i dream of something yg mcm... myb mcm picture ats ni. but. tak bole. knp? every second, i'll ask myself. but. i didnt find the answer. mayb sbb aku ego. yess. sbb aku ego! sgtt. sorry. apologizing, i know it's not enough for you. but. what else can i do? everytime i fight with u, the only i think is " KALAU DIA DITAKDIRKAN PERGI MLM NI, SUMPAH AKU TAK DPT MAAFKN DIRI AKU FOREVER." pelik kn. sbb aku fikir cm tu, but still gaduh & marah2 dia. aku pun pelik. sbb. bile aku dgn dia je, mesti ade something yg buat aku marah. and i will & always realised everything after dah puas gaduh dgn dia. knp? aku rse mcm ade something yg hypnotized aku smpi aku akn mrh2 dia. sedih. tp. thinkless nk buat ape utk buat satu PERUBAHAN. perubahan yg mmg aku nk.
